C block Command!!

C-niors~~

Cblockers!!

Just had block Command, and it is already nearing 4am..one more night down for studying.. but the time spent just now was really worth it i guess. We had so much fun! the food, effort and speeches by the seniors were superb, and really touching..The seniors--15 of them--had their last speech/gathering/supper with Cblk..and i really really will miss them!!

I think it isn't obvious to anyone cos i'm like so super passive, but yes, i have always enjoyed being in shortwing with my auntie neighbours, and have become so used to their niceness that i think i take for granted the little things they do for me, like baozhu shutting my door and switching off my lights for me when i drop off to sleep in the middle of studying at 2am, and like lina, tzeling and jiayi always asking me about dinner and whether i want anything from Shengxiong or things like that.. it's so sad they're all leaving in one shot!
they've been a big part of my first year of hall life, and every one of them have left a piece of themselves with me and i guess i've left a piece of myself with them somehow or other too..

And the guys..wenhao and edwin and lingxin.. of all three to leave the block.. why, wenhao's secretly my fav senior..cos its always such a joy to have him around and his jokes can sometimes form the most perfect tummy-splitting moments..sadly i never got to talk to him much though. i think he'd probably make a fantastic friend, and under all that joke-and-laughing exterior he's probably one real, charismatic and focused person.

Wenhao & N.bEidhino

Edwin--haha i think recently i've developed a tweeny crush on him..he and his bad boy looks/behaviour/style and all.. yes its another look-from-afar thing again, but if only there were more time, he'd be the perfect brotherly figure and friend to laugh and hang around with..

Lingxin--he and I had a special time playing the hall piano together.. it was but one, short session, but i guess it really was something i always wished i could do with someone more expert and different on the piano..again, i wish there were more times like this! and then there was keshin the cat he brought in, and whom i helped feed several times..brought me much closer to its owner too..and found out his talents and love for animals.

things are gonna be real different with them gone..quieter, perhaps, without baozhu and wenhao..i guess every batch goes thru the same thing. but as wad baozhu says, it really is up to us to create our own fun..today's command really gave me the motivation in fwoc and i'm so much looking forward to it now!

well. exams first.. hope i can accomplish more sooN! econs II came back and it was the pits..so worried for this sem..but hope i can pull thru!! buddha bao you~~

Just thought of something!!**lightbulbsflashing** i wonder if Dad has enough money to franchise krispy kremes..all that project work and comments i've been hearing abt it has been making my wheels turn..

Why not try a hand at it?? if dad has enough money..i mean. it'd be nice if my dad owned one or two KK outlets..like how TK owns bnj! plus, Krispy kremes totally sounds profitable. maybe if dad really has the moolah, then i'll go find out how TK does franchising and maybe start something!! haha wad an exciting thought.

chocolate heaven~

I love my sundays! it really is hard to study on a sunday and i realise i haven't managed to get any studying done today.
it is like, soo hard to resist the comfort of home, and time off with the boyfriend is just so pleasurable i can't help but forget about the impending exams..tsktsk.
anyhoo, had lots n lots of chocolate today!! haha soo happy~ finally got down to the long-awaited maxbrenners with the boyfriend today after dinner at glutton's sq, esplanade. well. it IS easter today, anyway. *big grin* ooh i can feel those endorphins..

finally, because it's been coupla weeks since i've mentioned max brenner's to him, and had specially reserved that restaurant in mind to have only with him. haiya, shld have gotten my gal pals, i realise. cos chocs are ultimately a girl's delight! haha..anw. back to the point. we had suckao, the really cute eggcup in which to melt chocolate chips in, added with milk--comes in milk choc, dark, and white! chose dark of course. my fav! mm~
and then there was this drink. a deliciously warming, alcoholly concoction of chocolate and cognac! yum! it was really heavenly..came in this really authentic jar served heated, and it was simply delicious..caught a whiff of the cognac even before the liquid touched my lips. omg. love it to bits man..was nicely warmed and filled after drinking several cups of it( had to pour it onto this pretty shot-cup which took like several servings)..
i must recommend it! but i forgot the name of the drink and i hadn't my cam to take pics of it too!! i can just kick myself. well but i guess it wun be the last time i'm gg back there! ((:

today was so satisfying..haha i must do this more often..hm. or maybe i've been doing that recently??? haha gosh. i really cannot enjoy my food too much..it is so bad for the figure. lol!
well, two weeks to the biggies. i better hype my concentration level. like really up it wayway up to the top notch..super slow the rate i'm studying...i so CANNOT do badly this sem. CANNOT!! i must get that cap up to go SEP..i must i must! okay, enough playing already..tml's a brand new day and the start of my two-week race to the finish. (:

tummy-guilt

Had a fab time catching up w daryl today!!
Went down to Vivo (lols cos i was studying in hall) and had loads of food!!
haaha okay i shan't say its alot but it was definitely satisfying!
wahaah shuCKs seriously.
was finishing like, my bowl of bimbambap or some korean mixed rice thingy, plus a siew mai,
and suddenly daryl commented and said: "Wah actually u can eat alot."
hahahaha oh no oh no seriously!! like, OKAY, i get the hint i'm getting faaaaat!!
wahaha i love eating larrr..rawr.
its okay, i will be fine soooon..when the hols come..why?

COS I GOT INTO FWOC! I'M A FWOCer!! FWOC FWOC FWOC FWOC FWOOOOOOOOCC!!
hahaah okays. not that fwoc is guaranteed to make me lose weight.
baozhu said jieling did. BUT. its gonna be stressful though..

Cos its gonna be a twelve man show for two weeks!

lol i'm kinda excited at the thought of it actually..at least now my hols are filled up.

REALLY quite filled up, in fact.

haha oh yes. Touch Rug might help me get back in shape again.. i hope.

should be starting trainings in july..*groans* when piano exam comes!

hope this time i really ace it..last hurdle already!! tianyu jiayou..haha

aiyo this sucks why i suddenly enter then it skips one line?? where is the proper format button?? argh it looks so ugly i dowanna type anymore!! :(

I'm just a little star~

There is nothing special about me
I am just a little star
If it seems like I’m shining it’s probably
a reflection of something you already are
I forget about my self sometimes when there’s so many others around
When deep inside it feels the darkest
That is where I can always be found 3x

(Chorus)

Just keep trying & trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let it stop you from smiling
Just keep trying & trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out and touch me
you'll see that I'm not really that far
Oh I may not be the brightest
Nor am I the last one you see
But as long as you notice
That’s just fine with me
Everything just fine with me

(Chorus)

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’m a running and jumpin’
But barely getting, getting over the bar
I may not be much more than that
And but that's in good time
But until then i'm guilty
And bein humans my crime
Just being human that is my crime x2

new love--one min away.

Back in my room after some twintime w sis..feeling hmm.. abit bored, but i got some of that zest back for life.. like a spritz of coolness on a hot day~~ haha anyways, BIG NEWS ppl!! sis juz got attached! ahah for all those who dunno..okay. i dun think i shld publish it so blatantly, but well i got the license to do so anywy. lol!

felt apprehensive at first, but i'm starting to see that it IS gonna be a good thing after all..for her, of course, but for me, too. :) Glad that now at least so many things are on par, and our time's/timeslots can fit much better..that she's out of that loneliness fad that i could not help but let be last time.. that now she's got someone special to fill that spot, to provide that comfort..that she can finally understand what i've been through the past 3 years..feel the same joy, that same fulfilment of that void in a girl's life..to finally be able to have that one companion u can date anytime, well. supposedly anytime..and finally someone to foot the bills, too! haha

though through this all, a tiny part of me still feels abit insecure..now we've switched "lives"... again as we have switched so many times before in this short 20years..I'm feeling the same feelings she first felt when i got attached.. abit lonely cos she's now got someone interesting to fill her life..now that i can't call her out as and when.. and that sometimes that new guy will now take precedence over me for dates n outings..haha..well. ok in a nutshell..i'm gonna have to prepare to be pangsehed more now that she's tied down! hahaha..i SO understand. thank goodness i know how i treated her so i can prepare to be treated e same way back..lol.

well YOU! the new guy, if u ever read my blog anyway...yes i know u've had enough threats from the girls on third floor, but here's one more DEATH THREAT-- better Xiao xin dian if anything goes wrong HUH! cos I CAN FEEL IT if anything goes wrong..haha and dun LUAN LAI cos i also CAN FEEL IT huh... hahahaa protection huh protection!!

lol well i end off here..yo sis. have fun while u're at it..your honeymoon might last a gd long while..(:

I can't believe i caught 300 like twice! it really must be the irresistable raw male energy in the show..haha but then blood and gore is so not my thing..

I loved the double-edged words and subtle humor!

"Only Spartan women give birth to real men."
"Men, what are your professions?! See, i brought more men than you."
"Kneeling is abit of a problem, because, you see, killing all those men has left a cramp in my knee."

the second time i watched it, i realised that actually the show's kinda all computer-modified.. all the graphics like e mountains and the number of men are like abit fake second-time round.. even the Persian King's height was obviously IT edited..Jingu said the black guy's shorter than Leonidas( the actor) in real life..like. chey.

sighs. well but really..where have all the manly men gone? the men who stand their ground, the men who don't retreat, and most of all, the men who respect their women?? haha ok i've debated it a few times with some guys already..but thats the sad truth lah. men nowadays are not so manly anymore..at least not those around me.. lol! oops ok no offence to all my guy friends..haha its just so sad there ain't no more need to show that raw male energy anyways in sunny protected S'pore.. :( woe be to us girls.~

Sam Concepcion

the newest craze on sixth floor!! ALL the gals have our hearts stolen by this cutie!! hahaha..and can u believe he's only 14? Such a heartthrob..though none of the guys agree..lol~ He's brilliant! Actually, ALL the contestants are pretty awesome too..check out the last vid, where they all come together. Rachel Pegason and Charice P. are my fav gals too..plus the first cute little guy..the kids are all younger than 14..LBS rock! heard its kinda defunct now though..anyhoo, enjoy the vids!

Hanging by a moment

THis is the video where he melted all our hearts with that smile of his..*swoon*

Wake me up before you go-go

I love his dance moves in this one..super natural!

Little Big Stars Season 1

Take that, Despondency.

argh. today is really such a suey day. day/appetite spoiled right even before it really started.. was really hungry during stats test today...we started late somemore..at 1050..the lecturer didnt' have the decency to get the key to the LT before the test, and somehow it was locked until 20mins after the start of test time. argh x 1.

After the test, me n sis got to the canteen, but consecutively having canteen food is really such a turn off..so we just shared a plate of jiaozi. dammit. of all days to have jiaozi man. it only comes once a week, and when we finally decide to have it this week, sis just HAD to find a BEETLE nicely wrapped within one. ew ew ew ew ew!! i seriously almost puked out the 3 i just had.. urgh!!! it was a super FAT BEETLE which totally looked like a peanut..those really gruesome ones that always fly ard in my room..YAAAHHHCK!! i didn't even notice at first..just saw e leg when sis pointed it out..then i squashed e jiaozi and the whole BUTT Of the beatle slid out and i was like, PUKES! #@!*^$F@#*% Such a horrble start to my first meal of the day..
couldn't consume anth after that..argh x 2.
look at the innocent thing man! looks like a peanut except jiaozis DONT have peanuts!!!

Sighs. and Econs and MS results were out today..such a bummer. perfect way to spoil my already pretty spoilt day.. i need someone to hug. BADLY. argh x 3.

Sought my corner to find solace, and found a note on my door that Liwei left.. super sweet~ he got bubble tea n left it in the common fridge for me! Some honey for my wounds of the day.. (:
Shujuan was really sweet too! couldn't take it halfway and had to return for a gd cry..sobbed it out on her shoulder and super recovered after she topped it with encouragement.. i guess God really has ways of making it so much better..my burden is kinda lifted..but its momentary.. gotta lift myself up or i'd find myself in another pithole again!!

Jiayou! icandoit.. i SO can do this man.

KR nite Cycling!!

it was truly exhilarating!! didn't think we'd cycle that far and take such a long time! practically east to west.. here's e route..eastcoast to kallang then to esplanade, then vivocity and labrador park, then towards queensway and orchard, thru nicholl highway n bck to ecP!

wah truly shagged by the time we got back..but the feeling was kinda great though..Cblk rules man!! 45 ppl went down..many vivid memories.. my 'buddy' was like cherlyn, who claimed she can't cycle v well..haha i can still rmr her speeding past everyone, peddling furiously up the hilly parts.. wah that image i won't forget..cos i was also peddling furiously but my stoopid bike wouldn't move that fast..cannot gain momentum!!! was TOTALLY saved by Limshen(thankewthankew).. who helped me adjust the gears..but then also not as fast as Cherlyn's la..super cartoon, the way she peddled up e hills..lol!

And then there was glutton's sq halfway thru e journey..respite from the distance..had fried kuaytiao and tried the awluak, carrot cake and kaya toast..mm scrumptious!! topped with lemon cane juice, it was a total inspire to finishing the second half of the journey man..whoo! (: ok i'm a total foodie i admit.

took lots of pictures!! stopped with julian coupla times to take cool shots..but then the dark spoiled a few of e pictures..the pretty city skyline couldn't be captured..but took one really cool pic of e half-done ferris wheel!! I love! i can't wait for the Carousel to be done..i think it'll add to my fav view of s'pore..right side ferriswheel, leftside esplanade n skyscrapers...*swoon*

okaysokays, shall stop here..pictures coming up! too bad my batt died after glutton's sq so i couldn't take anymore..:( but wad i got was gd enough i guess..too tired to take after that anyway..enjoy!

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