I am full of mixed feelings right now. A good friend of mine just told me he mightn't stay single anymore for long.. Was chatting about the sweet little things they've started to do for each other..so aww-worthy..*sighs*
Brings back old memories and nostalgic feelings of the excitement you get doing something for someone new in your life, someone you wanna spend more time with..and those blushing, happy moments when you receive something back in return.. quoting Kt, "
the best feeling in the world is when the person u like, likes you back".. So sweet! Haha I am really happy for
that particular couple, really.
Recently so many couples have been blooming around me like flowers in the spring..Reminds me of a scene in "Secret Garden". Okay i dunno why i'm feeling so wimpy now, but I guess it's the old seasonal gripes at this time of the year, when xmas is creeping ever so quicky over, and it's just, u know, a special time to set apart for both Family and for a special someone..And I think it's just that new sexy black dress, sitting in my cupboard now that I know I won't be wearing for anyone...that's raking up the dusty autumn leaves in my Edrive. E for emotions. :(
Well. I think I am abit down too, amidst the swirl of happiness for the lovebirds around me; I can offically now confirm that I am not gg for NOC. I can' t say
I should've seen it coming, because I thought it was a pretty good interview. Really disappointing. It just reminds me once again how again u can keep failing at something u keep going for, like a small girl trapped in a slippery well. I just keep slipping downwards! *sobs*
But, someone wise told me once me not to be too hung up on failure, for
it only takes one success to make it right.
I do hope he is right, because right now, too many wrongs just don't make a right in my life.
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