Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Cool picture glass!~

Cool Slideshows


lol was so happy to find this while blogsurfing..it's damn cool! ok testing testing.. there're other kinds of pictrailers too. whee! anyway, was surfing ard and read sis's neighbour, hailin's blog..right now she's in canada on sep..gosh. she's having the time of her life and i really hope i'll in be like her next next sem, or the next next next sem..Theo got her helsinki sep place already! lucky lucky her.. Meanwhile i guess i shld juz mug hard and get my A's first..thinking of earning some bucks too at e same time though, cos i heard dad isn't doing well. sighs. Hoping for the best! i hope dad just gives me 5 years. 5 years to do what i want in uni and then i'll help out at e co. *shakes head* 5 years and he'd be sixty..i hope mah baby n i work something out for the long run too..though i think he plans only for himself..gee. meaning i have to start planning for myself too before i hit my BIG Two's.. so, so fast.

Btw i watched The devil wears prada last night with ter in my room..I sooo wanna work in somewhere like Runway fashion or somewhere challenging and on-the-go! New york's like wuperduper cool..they say you've gotta work in New York at least once in your life. I really hope i do! Actually anywhere with the seasons would do for me..S'pore's a really boring fashion place! can't wear those pretty coats and scarves..and everyone's kinda fashion-apathetic. butbut. good at times too cos sometimes i'm juz too lazy to dress. haha!

feeling sticky and dirty after chingay prac now..and i shld start on my econs tutorial soon!! (X_X)

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

yoga-lover, fresh-faced me

woo! hot yoga rocks my socks! went down today to TRUE YOGA for my second complimentary session..chose to do hot yoga this time, and truly, it was exhilarating! haha..okay for my body and soul, at least. I am sooo tempted to sign up for the one-year plan!! except that it is one year's worth of any of the activities and i have to make sure nothing stops me from attending lesson every week..hmm. which is like actually possible.. once a week shld be manageable..but then again. school hasn't FULLY started, so i don't really know if i should risk it and sign up.. oh well. i'll see how things go..$88 bucks per month is no joke..plus..if i continue staying in hall... sighs. expenses, expenses.. anyhoo..i got talent scouted!! hahahaaha food for my ego.. went down after yoga to the office at taka, and the thing is, i am entitled to sign up for five FREE courses teaching makeup, catwalk, posing, etc etc..how cool is that? it kinda is the one that my cuz emmie went for..the catch is. OF course money is involved. i gotta buy $500 worth of beverly hills makeup..which is like. oh no. cos i already have newly-bought make up!!!! though yes, it is no where near beverlyhills standard (think Thailand cheap makeup) haha but it is sufficient for a makeup-for-clubbing-and-formal-dinners-only girl like me.. hm..thinking if i shld join..must reply by this sat!! hope dad n mom allow though..ma just said she thinks 500quid is not worth for the make up..and says the whole thing is a scam the makeup company set up to sell their pdts. bleahs. okok..gotta stop right now..was in e middle of cheering for KR's badminton match..exciting!! woohoo!! ok gg back downstairs to cheeer..go KR!! (:

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

xxxpls look after my fragile heart!!xxx

I asked him if he loved me yesterday. He laughed and said, "Just a little bit"..pointing with his thumb and second finger..and i was horrified and i said, "HUH! so little!!"..he laughed again and said "ok, abit more..and his thumb inched lower.."I like u this much, then i like v6 this much ok?" with his thumb halfing the length of his finger..haha..ok at least he said he has more love for me than the guys..but then again. why would e guys need love?(X_X) why do i feel so disatisfied? shouldn't love not be this greedy? but i guess every girl wants her boy to love her unconditionally ain't it? ultimately every girl just wants to be loved. we quarrelled at swensons before that..no. not really quarrel..honestly he told me of his plans and i just felt so sad, the sadness turned to anger.. it's so unnerving; the fact that he still doesn't understand me til now..stupid boy. stop blaming it on your character! it is just another excuse to lean on. and then u forget about it and then nothing changes..urh! sometimes i think he deserves a whack on the head for being so thick..or maybe guys are ALL this thick in the head.. He told me he'd be leaving with his dad on a round-the-world trip..and then his parents would be shifting back and he wouldn't have much time for me anymore.. how nice. and so.i guess i'm supposed to smile and be happy for him? i mean. okay..so tell me about your plans and make it sound as if i don't play a part in any of it. yeah so what if that's true? it hurts all the more BECAUSE it is true. he just dont get it seriously..and then i got angry and didn't speak. AND he got angry and gave me attitude. wth seriously! whose fault is it? right. sighs. so since it turned out that way..i gave in since i didn't want to be angry anymore..what's the point when I'M supp to be mad and he's SUPP to make it feel all right again but then he gets mad instead? argh. ok so someone has to make it right.right? i'm glad i didn't let anger make me walk away..stupid cow. i almost did. good thing it turned out that way though. he knows i care. i hope i didn't just fall in love with him all over again.