Ah Kong~

I was buying goodluck roses for my girls yesterday afternoon, when i my mom told me about my granddad's critical situation..she said that they were moving him home cos he had like two or three days left, according to the doctor.. That got me pretty alarmed, and i thought me n sis'd move home the next day on saturday..But dad called at night and told us to go home after dinner, just in case..was worried that anyone from home would call me actually, after the negative news in the afternoon..

But ahkong passed away this morning, 7+am..I don't know why, but i just woke up for no reason at seven itself, but went back to sleep. then 15 mins later, we were woken up by aunti P who said ahkong wasn't breathing anymore..oh god. if only i went down to check at 7am itself..It was just a quiet, simple affair, and i hope he really passed as peacefully as he looked.. I'm glad i prayed for him that night..i never knew it'd be the last time before he left..

The whole family came after that..I really really am so grateful, and inwardly proud, that everyone really came together, and the strength was just evident in emotional, spiritual and physical support..It's been near 15 hours since then, and everyone is still here, tired, but still sticking around for support. Really feel for er gu, who isn't here, and rushing back..I think the hurt and regret would be overwhelming..esp since she'd be back in time for the cremation but not in time to see ahkong..i can't imagine when she comes back..it'd be awful.

Gosh i kinda didn't study the whole day and yesterday already..so so buang for FNA already..worried. thankgoodness there's two more days, and then the two major exams at one shot. ahkong bao you get A please.. sighs.

Gawd. spending too much time bogglificking and just bought something from VS again! geesh. These are the things i do to wake me up. (@_@)zzz WAKE UP TIANYU...

Monday, mugging mood~~

i'm living in a whirlwind where there are no saturdays and sundays..everyday is just studyday. and time is passing too fast whereas i'm studying too painfully slow!
i'm beginning to count my days through module chapters i have finished/yet to finish and can barely recall what day it is already..this whole mugging phase is really getting monotonous. urgh. i wish i could start to love studying--like what someone just told me. sadly, FNA/BSP & me just don't go.

today the banging and drilling at the constructions next door almost drove me nuts, and the night really brought respite from the day's frustrations..so thankful the rainy days are here, and sleep comes readily at night--though the dreams still linger every morning--ah my mind is just so full of so many things..

yaa..it's one am now and me marc and emsie are starting to talk of food! drools--crystal jade and ding tai fung..and blackie just came in with half a pack of chilli jack n jill!! haha aw man. i'm having like supper everynight luh..fuels my brain but its making me fatter!!! aiyo how to zoukout lidat sia. ok i mustn't sleep at four tonight again. spoiling my bioclock for my FIVE 9am papers! better sleep before i start getting hungrier~~

Digressing again..

I signed up for a coupla internships, offered to students by BBa career services..Some were pretty prestigious, and all that I signed up for were like the more reputable ones..still got no reply after two weeks..which means it should be anytime now til one month later according to ter. actually was quite worried i mightn't get thru to any.. BUt on the other hand i'm really reluctant to give up one month of my holidays away!

After a seemingly endless vacation working for FWOC and yet another tedious semester, it feels as if i've yet to have a break to breathe.. Thinking of what i could do with the time excites me! Was listening to someone's itunes, and found a whole collection of F.Chopin's pieces! and they happen to be the ones uncle pritt was playing--he's always got me super impressed and itching to work on the pieces myself!! I've already half decided that if i get to have the month of holidays all to myself, I'd dedicate it to piano three times a week and touch three times a week!!

Gosh i'm so excited already. Now i don't even noe if i receive news about my internship whether to be happy or not. Well. anyways i've just drifted off from work again! It's always this period of time studying for exams when i get snatches of inspiration of what i wanna do during the holidays..haha aw man. I better concentrate.

Peenk n Bloo~ WOot!

Pink n blue just ended!!! with a really nice splash, i should say. Alright alright, the blues were more or less in e lead, but we got back at them!! haha almost everyone who had been participating participated, and i guess we all had a real good time, both the blues n e pinks..

it was really a satisfying finale! got bluffed out of my room to save teddy who was caught after baby, and obviously we all got we were ambushed and forced into the fifth floor toilet where a water and soap and whatever-we-could-grab-to-attack war was engaged..haha it was damn fun lar in e end!! everyone jzu got wet and soapy and although we wasted a whole lot of water enough to feed africa, i think it was a reawlly good bonding session indeed!

it was just hilarious the way everyone was reacting at that moment..marc, trying to get soap out of his ears n eyes n hair, while getting colgated by teddy, rizal, the freaking jcrc president who claimed ABSTAIN who was like in the heart of the fight--who was ridiculous in the pair of goggles he conjured out of nowhere, started flicking this disgusting purple old knickers at people and manhandling all the girls haha(i bet he was enjoying himself), Baby, who was looking unbelievably cute holding this yellow dustbin of water which was leaking, the girls, all taking revenge on any male beside them---it was just this moment of madness, people armed with pails n soaps n shampoo n screaming and shushing all at the same time, filling and splashing and smearing..and we were having so much fun, it was as if the kid in us broke loose at the chance to play with water.. the war was like stopped and started like at least three times!! and it continued again on the seventh floor, ending with Tat *ahemcough-wuss*. hahhaaha freaking funny.

lol Cblock is love lah. we is friendly people. heh had an awesome time tonite, even if i had been a tad inactive thru all the other pranks..fab finale lah, nice start to my muggin'! aiyoh so anti-climax. hurhur can't wait for e pics and vids to be up!! :))

Interpersonal effectiveness from a book? I doubt.

Just finished my 40% MCQ exam!! was pretty much a breeze, since me, sis, J, A and R sat tog and we practically had an open discussion during the entire exam! haha its like the funniest ever, cos we were almost blatantly copying and shooting comments like, "confirm answer A ah, confirm?" and "dunno lah left side say A leh" and then we just tikam. hurhur..hope we all get B+ and above!!

It was just crazy lah, everyone sat side by side and after 15mins some ppl started handing in their scripts and walked out of e LT.. man. i really dunno if those ppl are planning to S/U this mod or what. It wasn't THAT easy.. but the lecturer really has no control over the crowd nor has any effectiveness cos seriously, today was the only day this many ppl turned up for this module..even tutorials are of 0% weightage!

anyhoos, got ge and t.hui and sis to go for ichiban boshi dinner tonite! it's like e first time we're like eating out tog as a foursome without dad n ma cos they're like in korea like right now.. I think ge was like thinking it was abit odd and was asking whats the occasion but well bonding larh..since i'm single now anyways and what better time than now to bond no? (: A short break before i start muggin for the exams! hope ma's enjoying herself in korea now tho. if i hadn't had today's test i'd have flown with dad too! miss the hot spicy food and winter atmosphere there..

gee i'm hungry. haha kays time to study!

Caught stardust! Had a happily ever after ending..my kinda ending! (: haven't caught a show like that for ages..pretty satisfying! Was a much-needed fairytale to pull me back from reality--which is currently getting a little dreary--sighs if only life was a fairytale~

By the way, Christmas is approaching!! saw the harold angels and deer ornaments put up at vivo already..i smell it coming! Really feeling the tinge of anticipation, except this year, it probably won't be a romantic white Christmas for me..yeah.it won't. well, but i can go present shopping again w e gals! We'll have emmie back for xmas!! i think. hmm i guess spending my fav festival at home watching x-massy serials and cartoons would be really nice too. yay deck the halls w cinnamon donuts and choc truffles. can't wait can't wait.

meanwhile..muggin for exams! wanna go overseas for sep!!

Aw man. pink and blue's been a crazy affair here in my blk these few days.. RAwr u blues!