Ah Kong~

I was buying goodluck roses for my girls yesterday afternoon, when i my mom told me about my granddad's critical situation..she said that they were moving him home cos he had like two or three days left, according to the doctor.. That got me pretty alarmed, and i thought me n sis'd move home the next day on saturday..But dad called at night and told us to go home after dinner, just in case..was worried that anyone from home would call me actually, after the negative news in the afternoon..

But ahkong passed away this morning, 7+am..I don't know why, but i just woke up for no reason at seven itself, but went back to sleep. then 15 mins later, we were woken up by aunti P who said ahkong wasn't breathing anymore..oh god. if only i went down to check at 7am itself..It was just a quiet, simple affair, and i hope he really passed as peacefully as he looked.. I'm glad i prayed for him that night..i never knew it'd be the last time before he left..

The whole family came after that..I really really am so grateful, and inwardly proud, that everyone really came together, and the strength was just evident in emotional, spiritual and physical support..It's been near 15 hours since then, and everyone is still here, tired, but still sticking around for support. Really feel for er gu, who isn't here, and rushing back..I think the hurt and regret would be overwhelming..esp since she'd be back in time for the cremation but not in time to see ahkong..i can't imagine when she comes back..it'd be awful.

Gosh i kinda didn't study the whole day and yesterday already..so so buang for FNA already..worried. thankgoodness there's two more days, and then the two major exams at one shot. ahkong bao you get A please.. sighs.