I'm 21!

Last night, was just. disturbing.

Lol apart from the surprise of course, which was super sweet and unexpected. I got a coupla pleasant surprises so far..Firstly there was Xiaowei's call, all the way from Shanghai, which i'm super thankful for. Miss that girl to bits.

And Brian Chen Jianwen actually wished me! *raves* haha okay not that it's anything big, but I'm just glad he noticed. :)

Anyways, it feels weird doing my 21st here alone..(meaning without sis). Not that we really celebrate together every yr anyways..but this year feels different. its just that in a mere span of 24 hrs it suddenly marks my 21st year on this Earth, and I'm surrounded by so many wellwishes and people who love me, but yet somehow, I feel a tad alone; the sudden feeling of how we go through this life with other people but one day they will leave us and ultimately we live our lives alone.. ? Hm. Wassup with all this emo talk man.

Maybe it's just all the sabo-ing last night. I woke up this morning feeling nauseus from the thought of it. okay lah. i know i'm supp to be used to this kinda jokes--two years and going in hall already.. but really hope my trauma didn't spread on to the freshie girls man. it was a little more extreme last night. Maybe cos it's 21st har. oh wells. I hope i'm open-minded enough. :)
Tonight I'll be supporting xm in his speech for the 22nd MC, and sometimes i ask myself wassup with the "trying to catch up on his life" gestures man? I think i'm just a sentimental person. No more feelings; just being sentimental i guess.

Alrights, I'm officially Twenty-one!! Like woots! Please don't let my hormones start going downhill from here, God! Anyways, to everyone who remembered (or did not), I really appreciate it loads and I'm super blessed to have you in my life! :)

Penning off, tyu~

I MISS S41!!

Browsing thru Shar's pics now, and BSB's As long as u love me's on e radio..I suddenly miss S41 like mad!!

Where's Daryl now..prob super hyper in NTU's camp and hall stuffs..and Shar, I haven't seen even tho we're in e same fac! Ber, where are u since BEijing??? Baowei and Justin, I wish I had time to catch up on Rag day..super huge surge of wanting to see you guys! Wk Bobs Roy, Sean.. ROY!! supposed to be in KR now but dunno where the heck u are.. sighs.

S41 i wanna meet up!!! :{

This star shines strong and free

Have you seen a star,

One that guides you no matter where you are?

However vast the sky may be

Or dark it seems

You can be sure, it's always there for you and me

Have you heard a song,

One that moved you, one that made you sing along?

Your dreams and hopes will all come true

If you believe that every vision begins with you.

* Shine for Singapore

This is your song

Deep inside your heart where it belongs

It'll always stay, strive for your goals.

You will achieve with visions so bold.

# Shine for Singapore

This is our song

Reach out for the sky, far and beyond

As one we'll stand, we're Singapore

It's here that we belong

Have you heard a song,

One that moved you, one that made you sing along?

Your dreams and hopes will all come true

If you believe that every vision begins with you.

Nowhere I'd rather be, this is home to me

This star shines strong and free

Happy National Day everyone! Now i have two songs stuck in my head. One is this year's Nat'l day song by Hady Mirza, and our Rag dance song with its digdigdig, jiggly room and In harmony combi! It's been a good 080808~ :D

To sis

Oh crabs. Just came back from flag day!! Wahhh just now was super shagged. Managed to fill my two tins tho!! YAyNess! for the fact that it's prob gg to be my last flag day! I don't need to do such saikang anymore!! whahaha..

okayokay. I'm not supp to shout that out loud. anw speaking of shouting, everyone's pretty sore-throated now, one week and abit into the camp..Yours truly here suffering from several ulcers under the tongue and even in the throat (I never got one there before!! Hurts like siao.)! Ok la, shan't complain alr.. hehehe.

Btw sis flew off yesterday morning 6am, and I managed to slip her the song I wrote supposedly for our bday for her. Well, the lyrics at least..no tune there yet. hehe. okay I shall work on it nevertheless! She was pretty scared to fly off, and i think i understand, despite me insisting that I'd just be happy to be in her place to fly off right now..Ok I'm half-lying la.

But I really hope u have a really good time there okay, think like an angmoh when u're in USA! Big tiddy cowgirls!! I already wrote a death note to Waikit already so I think they will feel responsible for you la don't worry kay. :P

Ae if u read this tag me okay. U nv reply my sms so i dunno if u got it yet and I haven't been home in ages and ma never say anything abt u. yups 12 hrs apart, so weird..prob wun catch u online..and i won't anyway cos my stupid msn buang. yea tag me here k u. :)