I'm 21!

Last night, was just. disturbing.

Lol apart from the surprise of course, which was super sweet and unexpected. I got a coupla pleasant surprises so far..Firstly there was Xiaowei's call, all the way from Shanghai, which i'm super thankful for. Miss that girl to bits.

And Brian Chen Jianwen actually wished me! *raves* haha okay not that it's anything big, but I'm just glad he noticed. :)

Anyways, it feels weird doing my 21st here alone..(meaning without sis). Not that we really celebrate together every yr anyways..but this year feels different. its just that in a mere span of 24 hrs it suddenly marks my 21st year on this Earth, and I'm surrounded by so many wellwishes and people who love me, but yet somehow, I feel a tad alone; the sudden feeling of how we go through this life with other people but one day they will leave us and ultimately we live our lives alone.. ? Hm. Wassup with all this emo talk man.

Maybe it's just all the sabo-ing last night. I woke up this morning feeling nauseus from the thought of it. okay lah. i know i'm supp to be used to this kinda jokes--two years and going in hall already.. but really hope my trauma didn't spread on to the freshie girls man. it was a little more extreme last night. Maybe cos it's 21st har. oh wells. I hope i'm open-minded enough. :)
Tonight I'll be supporting xm in his speech for the 22nd MC, and sometimes i ask myself wassup with the "trying to catch up on his life" gestures man? I think i'm just a sentimental person. No more feelings; just being sentimental i guess.

Alrights, I'm officially Twenty-one!! Like woots! Please don't let my hormones start going downhill from here, God! Anyways, to everyone who remembered (or did not), I really appreciate it loads and I'm super blessed to have you in my life! :)

Penning off, tyu~