C block Command!!

C-niors~~

Cblockers!!

Just had block Command, and it is already nearing 4am..one more night down for studying.. but the time spent just now was really worth it i guess. We had so much fun! the food, effort and speeches by the seniors were superb, and really touching..The seniors--15 of them--had their last speech/gathering/supper with Cblk..and i really really will miss them!!

I think it isn't obvious to anyone cos i'm like so super passive, but yes, i have always enjoyed being in shortwing with my auntie neighbours, and have become so used to their niceness that i think i take for granted the little things they do for me, like baozhu shutting my door and switching off my lights for me when i drop off to sleep in the middle of studying at 2am, and like lina, tzeling and jiayi always asking me about dinner and whether i want anything from Shengxiong or things like that.. it's so sad they're all leaving in one shot!
they've been a big part of my first year of hall life, and every one of them have left a piece of themselves with me and i guess i've left a piece of myself with them somehow or other too..

And the guys..wenhao and edwin and lingxin.. of all three to leave the block.. why, wenhao's secretly my fav senior..cos its always such a joy to have him around and his jokes can sometimes form the most perfect tummy-splitting moments..sadly i never got to talk to him much though. i think he'd probably make a fantastic friend, and under all that joke-and-laughing exterior he's probably one real, charismatic and focused person.

Wenhao & N.bEidhino

Edwin--haha i think recently i've developed a tweeny crush on him..he and his bad boy looks/behaviour/style and all.. yes its another look-from-afar thing again, but if only there were more time, he'd be the perfect brotherly figure and friend to laugh and hang around with..

Lingxin--he and I had a special time playing the hall piano together.. it was but one, short session, but i guess it really was something i always wished i could do with someone more expert and different on the piano..again, i wish there were more times like this! and then there was keshin the cat he brought in, and whom i helped feed several times..brought me much closer to its owner too..and found out his talents and love for animals.

things are gonna be real different with them gone..quieter, perhaps, without baozhu and wenhao..i guess every batch goes thru the same thing. but as wad baozhu says, it really is up to us to create our own fun..today's command really gave me the motivation in fwoc and i'm so much looking forward to it now!

well. exams first.. hope i can accomplish more sooN! econs II came back and it was the pits..so worried for this sem..but hope i can pull thru!! buddha bao you~~