Take that, Despondency.

argh. today is really such a suey day. day/appetite spoiled right even before it really started.. was really hungry during stats test today...we started late somemore..at 1050..the lecturer didnt' have the decency to get the key to the LT before the test, and somehow it was locked until 20mins after the start of test time. argh x 1.

After the test, me n sis got to the canteen, but consecutively having canteen food is really such a turn off..so we just shared a plate of jiaozi. dammit. of all days to have jiaozi man. it only comes once a week, and when we finally decide to have it this week, sis just HAD to find a BEETLE nicely wrapped within one. ew ew ew ew ew!! i seriously almost puked out the 3 i just had.. urgh!!! it was a super FAT BEETLE which totally looked like a peanut..those really gruesome ones that always fly ard in my room..YAAAHHHCK!! i didn't even notice at first..just saw e leg when sis pointed it out..then i squashed e jiaozi and the whole BUTT Of the beatle slid out and i was like, PUKES! #@!*^$F@#*% Such a horrble start to my first meal of the day..
couldn't consume anth after that..argh x 2.
look at the innocent thing man! looks like a peanut except jiaozis DONT have peanuts!!!

Sighs. and Econs and MS results were out today..such a bummer. perfect way to spoil my already pretty spoilt day.. i need someone to hug. BADLY. argh x 3.

Sought my corner to find solace, and found a note on my door that Liwei left.. super sweet~ he got bubble tea n left it in the common fridge for me! Some honey for my wounds of the day.. (:
Shujuan was really sweet too! couldn't take it halfway and had to return for a gd cry..sobbed it out on her shoulder and super recovered after she topped it with encouragement.. i guess God really has ways of making it so much better..my burden is kinda lifted..but its momentary.. gotta lift myself up or i'd find myself in another pithole again!!

Jiayou! icandoit.. i SO can do this man.