new love--one min away.

Back in my room after some twintime w sis..feeling hmm.. abit bored, but i got some of that zest back for life.. like a spritz of coolness on a hot day~~ haha anyways, BIG NEWS ppl!! sis juz got attached! ahah for all those who dunno..okay. i dun think i shld publish it so blatantly, but well i got the license to do so anywy. lol!

felt apprehensive at first, but i'm starting to see that it IS gonna be a good thing after all..for her, of course, but for me, too. :) Glad that now at least so many things are on par, and our time's/timeslots can fit much better..that she's out of that loneliness fad that i could not help but let be last time.. that now she's got someone special to fill that spot, to provide that comfort..that she can finally understand what i've been through the past 3 years..feel the same joy, that same fulfilment of that void in a girl's life..to finally be able to have that one companion u can date anytime, well. supposedly anytime..and finally someone to foot the bills, too! haha

though through this all, a tiny part of me still feels abit insecure..now we've switched "lives"... again as we have switched so many times before in this short 20years..I'm feeling the same feelings she first felt when i got attached.. abit lonely cos she's now got someone interesting to fill her life..now that i can't call her out as and when.. and that sometimes that new guy will now take precedence over me for dates n outings..haha..well. ok in a nutshell..i'm gonna have to prepare to be pangsehed more now that she's tied down! hahaha..i SO understand. thank goodness i know how i treated her so i can prepare to be treated e same way back..lol.

well YOU! the new guy, if u ever read my blog anyway...yes i know u've had enough threats from the girls on third floor, but here's one more DEATH THREAT-- better Xiao xin dian if anything goes wrong HUH! cos I CAN FEEL IT if anything goes wrong..haha and dun LUAN LAI cos i also CAN FEEL IT huh... hahahaa protection huh protection!!

lol well i end off here..yo sis. have fun while u're at it..your honeymoon might last a gd long while..(: