I'm just a little star~

There is nothing special about me
I am just a little star
If it seems like I’m shining it’s probably
a reflection of something you already are
I forget about my self sometimes when there’s so many others around
When deep inside it feels the darkest
That is where I can always be found 3x

(Chorus)

Just keep trying & trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let it stop you from smiling
Just keep trying & trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of night you're all i can see
and you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out and touch me
you'll see that I'm not really that far
Oh I may not be the brightest
Nor am I the last one you see
But as long as you notice
That’s just fine with me
Everything just fine with me

(Chorus)

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’m a running and jumpin’
But barely getting, getting over the bar
I may not be much more than that
And but that's in good time
But until then i'm guilty
And bein humans my crime
Just being human that is my crime x2

new love--one min away.

Back in my room after some twintime w sis..feeling hmm.. abit bored, but i got some of that zest back for life.. like a spritz of coolness on a hot day~~ haha anyways, BIG NEWS ppl!! sis juz got attached! ahah for all those who dunno..okay. i dun think i shld publish it so blatantly, but well i got the license to do so anywy. lol!

felt apprehensive at first, but i'm starting to see that it IS gonna be a good thing after all..for her, of course, but for me, too. :) Glad that now at least so many things are on par, and our time's/timeslots can fit much better..that she's out of that loneliness fad that i could not help but let be last time.. that now she's got someone special to fill that spot, to provide that comfort..that she can finally understand what i've been through the past 3 years..feel the same joy, that same fulfilment of that void in a girl's life..to finally be able to have that one companion u can date anytime, well. supposedly anytime..and finally someone to foot the bills, too! haha

though through this all, a tiny part of me still feels abit insecure..now we've switched "lives"... again as we have switched so many times before in this short 20years..I'm feeling the same feelings she first felt when i got attached.. abit lonely cos she's now got someone interesting to fill her life..now that i can't call her out as and when.. and that sometimes that new guy will now take precedence over me for dates n outings..haha..well. ok in a nutshell..i'm gonna have to prepare to be pangsehed more now that she's tied down! hahaha..i SO understand. thank goodness i know how i treated her so i can prepare to be treated e same way back..lol.

well YOU! the new guy, if u ever read my blog anyway...yes i know u've had enough threats from the girls on third floor, but here's one more DEATH THREAT-- better Xiao xin dian if anything goes wrong HUH! cos I CAN FEEL IT if anything goes wrong..haha and dun LUAN LAI cos i also CAN FEEL IT huh... hahahaa protection huh protection!!

lol well i end off here..yo sis. have fun while u're at it..your honeymoon might last a gd long while..(:

I can't believe i caught 300 like twice! it really must be the irresistable raw male energy in the show..haha but then blood and gore is so not my thing..

I loved the double-edged words and subtle humor!

"Only Spartan women give birth to real men."
"Men, what are your professions?! See, i brought more men than you."
"Kneeling is abit of a problem, because, you see, killing all those men has left a cramp in my knee."

the second time i watched it, i realised that actually the show's kinda all computer-modified.. all the graphics like e mountains and the number of men are like abit fake second-time round.. even the Persian King's height was obviously IT edited..Jingu said the black guy's shorter than Leonidas( the actor) in real life..like. chey.

sighs. well but really..where have all the manly men gone? the men who stand their ground, the men who don't retreat, and most of all, the men who respect their women?? haha ok i've debated it a few times with some guys already..but thats the sad truth lah. men nowadays are not so manly anymore..at least not those around me.. lol! oops ok no offence to all my guy friends..haha its just so sad there ain't no more need to show that raw male energy anyways in sunny protected S'pore.. :( woe be to us girls.~

Sam Concepcion

the newest craze on sixth floor!! ALL the gals have our hearts stolen by this cutie!! hahaha..and can u believe he's only 14? Such a heartthrob..though none of the guys agree..lol~ He's brilliant! Actually, ALL the contestants are pretty awesome too..check out the last vid, where they all come together. Rachel Pegason and Charice P. are my fav gals too..plus the first cute little guy..the kids are all younger than 14..LBS rock! heard its kinda defunct now though..anyhoo, enjoy the vids!

Hanging by a moment

THis is the video where he melted all our hearts with that smile of his..*swoon*

Wake me up before you go-go

I love his dance moves in this one..super natural!

Little Big Stars Season 1

Take that, Despondency.

argh. today is really such a suey day. day/appetite spoiled right even before it really started.. was really hungry during stats test today...we started late somemore..at 1050..the lecturer didnt' have the decency to get the key to the LT before the test, and somehow it was locked until 20mins after the start of test time. argh x 1.

After the test, me n sis got to the canteen, but consecutively having canteen food is really such a turn off..so we just shared a plate of jiaozi. dammit. of all days to have jiaozi man. it only comes once a week, and when we finally decide to have it this week, sis just HAD to find a BEETLE nicely wrapped within one. ew ew ew ew ew!! i seriously almost puked out the 3 i just had.. urgh!!! it was a super FAT BEETLE which totally looked like a peanut..those really gruesome ones that always fly ard in my room..YAAAHHHCK!! i didn't even notice at first..just saw e leg when sis pointed it out..then i squashed e jiaozi and the whole BUTT Of the beatle slid out and i was like, PUKES! #@!*^$F@#*% Such a horrble start to my first meal of the day..
couldn't consume anth after that..argh x 2.
look at the innocent thing man! looks like a peanut except jiaozis DONT have peanuts!!!

Sighs. and Econs and MS results were out today..such a bummer. perfect way to spoil my already pretty spoilt day.. i need someone to hug. BADLY. argh x 3.

Sought my corner to find solace, and found a note on my door that Liwei left.. super sweet~ he got bubble tea n left it in the common fridge for me! Some honey for my wounds of the day.. (:
Shujuan was really sweet too! couldn't take it halfway and had to return for a gd cry..sobbed it out on her shoulder and super recovered after she topped it with encouragement.. i guess God really has ways of making it so much better..my burden is kinda lifted..but its momentary.. gotta lift myself up or i'd find myself in another pithole again!!

Jiayou! icandoit.. i SO can do this man.

KR nite Cycling!!

it was truly exhilarating!! didn't think we'd cycle that far and take such a long time! practically east to west.. here's e route..eastcoast to kallang then to esplanade, then vivocity and labrador park, then towards queensway and orchard, thru nicholl highway n bck to ecP!

wah truly shagged by the time we got back..but the feeling was kinda great though..Cblk rules man!! 45 ppl went down..many vivid memories.. my 'buddy' was like cherlyn, who claimed she can't cycle v well..haha i can still rmr her speeding past everyone, peddling furiously up the hilly parts.. wah that image i won't forget..cos i was also peddling furiously but my stoopid bike wouldn't move that fast..cannot gain momentum!!! was TOTALLY saved by Limshen(thankewthankew).. who helped me adjust the gears..but then also not as fast as Cherlyn's la..super cartoon, the way she peddled up e hills..lol!

And then there was glutton's sq halfway thru e journey..respite from the distance..had fried kuaytiao and tried the awluak, carrot cake and kaya toast..mm scrumptious!! topped with lemon cane juice, it was a total inspire to finishing the second half of the journey man..whoo! (: ok i'm a total foodie i admit.

took lots of pictures!! stopped with julian coupla times to take cool shots..but then the dark spoiled a few of e pictures..the pretty city skyline couldn't be captured..but took one really cool pic of e half-done ferris wheel!! I love! i can't wait for the Carousel to be done..i think it'll add to my fav view of s'pore..right side ferriswheel, leftside esplanade n skyscrapers...*swoon*

okaysokays, shall stop here..pictures coming up! too bad my batt died after glutton's sq so i couldn't take anymore..:( but wad i got was gd enough i guess..too tired to take after that anyway..enjoy!

Cool Slideshows

Pretty pretty tulip bulbs by Liwei today!! encouragement for yesterday's Ching performance..so sweet! ok now my fav flowers are tulips...hahaha..

From the mountain:
Sometimes, the world will force you to bear the load, and you must be both silent and still. So many bear so much, yet are silent and still. The beat continues, and the prayer continues, on the inside.

Mountains~~

This song's beautiful! Cried when i saw the mtv..super inspirational~ i love mountainwings!
Mountains==========
Lucinda Jones workin' at the IHOP:
Ten years worth of bacon, eggs an' tears
She's waited on every creed an' color,
While waitin' on this day to get here
Graveyard shifts, two big tips,
Makin' every quarter count,
Was worth it all to see her son,
In that cap an' gown

There are times in life when you gotta crawl,
Lose your grip, trip an' fall
When you can't lean on no-one else:
That's when you find yourself
I've been around an' I've noticed that,
Walkin's easier when the road is flat
Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time
Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains,
So we could learn how to climb

Bobby, Bobby Dunn came back from the war,
Lost his leg but they couldn't take his will
Hell bent to run in that local marathon,
He trained through the endless pain an' pills
It hurt so bad that sometimes,
He just had to cry,
He didn't stop until he crossed,
That finish line

There are times in life when you gotta crawl,
Lose your grip, trip an' fall
When you can't lean on no-one else:
That's when you find yourself
I've been around an' I've noticed that,
Walkin's easier when the road is flat
Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time
Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains,
So we could learn how to climb

This world ain't fair,
It can knock you on your butt
You can just lie there,
Or you can get back up
You gotta get back up

There are times in life when you gotta crawl,
Lose your grip, trip an' fall
When you can't lean on no-one else:
That's when you find yourself
I've been around an' I've noticed that,
Walkin's easier when the road is flat
Them danged ol' hills'll get you every time
Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains,(The good Lord gave us mountains)
So we could learn how to climb
Yeah, oh~

The song “Mountains” performed by the group Lonestar”View music video: http://www.cryofthespirit.com/mountains.html

chingay preview~

Woo! too tired to blog man..just came back frm e preview..guess today went rather smoothly lah.. felt it was a bit fake cos i think maybe we were not too familiar w e routine..we really had to smile and wave all the way and Singaporeans are such an unfriendly, unlively lot! so not high. we had to Zi high in the end!! haha..kay la, some people responded while the rest mainly juz stared and took pics..

dear dropped by after camp at eleven to grab the chingay tix for tml..just in time as we bussed back to KR..quite glad things turned out the way they did..we had a teensy quarrel that day and i'm soo happy its smoothed out fabulously in that few mins he came by.. just in time for the big day tml for me. today was damn heng! sped down the slope at robinsons..so glad no one crashed or anything. hope tml i'd be able to stop in time too!! fell once at the last section, while trying to give out some gifts to those on e floor..i think i scared a few kids man. haha..

well, the show goes on..heng it was the last part. anyhoo, here's some pics! so tired. think i wun study anymore lah. shucks still thought i could touch some MS.. X
Bladers at KR!!

In e bus! Painted~~ Me n sis! can u tell who's who??

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Apparently me n sis were sUper bored while waiting 4 e show to start?!