Kudos to me I'm blogging so much! :)

Just got back from sending Xun off at the airport..lucky girl, get to go to Paris for one whole semester!! It is definitely going to be such an adventure! Reminds me of good times in America..

Was real happy to hang around the Cblkies for abit, I miss them so much, and the whole of hall life..but it seems a tad distant no matter how, since i've physically moved away and am so detached from hall and its activities; And that's also the way hall is, the hustle and bustle moves on as quickly as it always does, with or without you.. :'(

Earlier on after a eye-popping day at work (stared at my lappie the whole darn day), headed home in a busful of foreign workers again, squashed, and sadly without my ipod, which died. :( It really makes a whole lot of difference travelling without my music. Makes the trip feel unbearably even longer.

Well, as usual my thoughts drifted to L and the good times, and how I feel about him and what might be, or not. Y'know distance really makes the heart grow fonder, and then maybe that fondness becomes over-imagination and in worse cases delusion. I really hope not.

sighs. I really wonder if this is a mess I'm getting my heart into. I mean. On the outside it doesn't really have a huge impact in my life...dealing with hall life, check. moving home, check. new life at work, check. single status in singapore, still check. Or so it appears to be.

Meanwhile inside, that muscle in the left ribcage still throbs silently, wondering if its strings were tugged for a reason, and starting to reconsider that cynicsm towards love or anything even close to it.

Gawd why am I being poetic. Anyway I concluded that perhaps I was just thinking too much being in a busful of people yet feeling so damn alone. I still stick to that theory that things happen for a reason, and maybe it aint' time to think so much yet. Not like I'm being chased by anyone anyway right? Dammit girl have more confidence in your charm. lol.

Alright enough ranting for the night! Toodles.