Santa!...Santa?

Just saw Lance and Sharon's Miami pics and they are so pretty!! They are so cute together.. Really missing L so much right now. Miami was the place we parted, and had our own escapade together..two short weeks of sun, sand and sea, with no care in the world save the impending day of my departure that drew nearer..

Didn't think so much back then; guess I should've thought a little further. But we're young and wild and free (well it pretty much felt like that in America) and distance was the last thing we had then. But now, as Christmas draws nearer--it is the eve of eve in fact, and being alone right now makes it hard to think about any cheer or hold on to hope that it might work out.

I know, i know. I shldn't be this gloomy especially after carolling and spreading cheer to the masses. It's just. hard.. (wow..miley cyrus just came on w "the climb"..how apt) esp after the bugger hasn't been online for these few days to Xmas so far..

Xiaxue recently got engaged to her Texan bf..the biggest news on bloggersphere now, but truly it was a pretty story the way both of them told it. Completely changed the girl's attitude on love; or so. She's still pretty loud and foulmouthed but it's the candidness that makes her special I guess. Glad that didnt' change. Well the point is. It sounds QED, but i guess they had their troubles too and maybe that's some comfort for what i'm going thru..

Anyway really a total different case altogether. not much to compare. Sighs. okay. gonna stop ranting and end here. just getting more miserable.. :'( Blackie I envy u being in NYC nowwwwww!!