Gahhh.. I've barely been in my room half an hour and I'm abit cannot take it now.. the emo-ness.Not that Power98 is helping much by playing all the emo love songs on their Saturday Night track. :'( I went down to find SeanLiew cos he's the only one I know would be ard (parked beside his car) but even he just left to party.. sighs. waved to Minyi across the block as she went out to Butter, and Weili's playing Dota.
I do love chilling in my room, I love it to bits, I do. But on this last night, the thought that I will never do this again, is simply overwhelming.. The cool night air is blowing in, something I won't feel much on my bed at home, the comfort of the silence alone wraps around like a cuddly cotton blankie. This is mine. My very own space. Well, going to be a "was" soon.. :'(
It's going to be so weird not EVER stepping back to dump my bag on the floor of this room, spread my baby blankie over the bed and snoozing, waking up to the sounds of neighbours, running to the toilet to wash up, meeting neighbours on the way, running to borrow or lend things to and from random neighbours, chatting down the lift, stopping on almost every floor, seeing ppl stream in and out, and then reaching back into total privateness when I enter my lemon-scented room by just shutting the door.
This is all going to go when I pack up and shut the door tmw, closing the door to the entire life I have lived the past 3 1/2 years. It has become such a way of life that moving back home FOREVER (til i get married maybe) of my young twenties life seems. o_O'
Sighs.
I'm going to be so envious of the next C606-er. For now, I'm going to tide the night through.


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