Emo entry

Today, after my thai quiz, came the quiet acknowledgement of freedom..the past consecutive weeks of non-stop flurrying, stressing about several projects and presentations at the same time, has finally come to an end! It was really the busiest I've experienced in my 3 yrs man. Esp w command practices. However, quiet, because it also marks the almost-end of my semester, and I'm not excited because it means I'm just left with one more, which is going to be different anw because things would've changed with the FYFs gone..

Tonight, will be the most apt closure, for it's Cblk C-ommand! I haven't really been looking forward to it's arrival, though I can say I am pretty excited about its contents.. I'm just not anticipating the emo part; I don't even know what to say in my speech! I remember about a coupla months ago I was thinking of this night, my mind full of things I wanted to say..I was on the bus, and then David tan's "til the end" came on, and I cried all the way from KR to Far east.

Siao. that was damn emo. I think the night before I played poker and enjoyed it a bit too much, and was just thinking on that ride that I'll really miss all these moments; the guys' cute antics; all my special times here; times that will never repeat once I step out of Kr's glass doors. Arrgh emo. I think the FYFs have started to learn how to mentally let go, but because I'm still in the middle of leaving and staying, I am so lost!

I wonder how Alvin Ng coped. I wonder what I'll say tonight. I wonder if.. ....Actually. I know it's gonna be a great C-ommand, and there's this overwhelming pride because I knwo the rest of the blocks have just finished theirs, and no matter how, none of them will beat the experience the Cblockers will get tonight.

Sighs. I probably did something good my last life to deserve Cblock. :S