Blessings

" i think people tire themselves too much by thinking of what they are not getting. "

Was randomly reading Crystal's blog, and this sentence struck me so much.. To think the solace i was unknowingly searching for was found in reproaching myself.. yes. i MUST count my blessings again tonite.. i was thinking too much for myself when i suggested the breakup no? maybe i AM tiring myself out thinking about what i'm not getting..focus on the bigger picture girl! check out the things i DO have..
argh. impulsiveness! i need the strength to pass the weekend..and the strength to tolerate that annoying class of mine..