Updates!

After an eon which has seemed like infinity, I have finally regained my urge to blog again. Tyu’s back inda house! *beams*
And blogger just has to bloody hang when I finally decide to procrastinate procrastinating. Am currently typing on a new document on Microsoft Word. So sucky. Later still must copy and paste. (X_X)

Anyway, I am sooo glad it is one day to Study break now, and that I have painstakingly cleared THREE WHOLE MODULES!! Sooooo happy. I love this sem to bits. I’m so glad my three non-examinables—no matter how crappy the schedule had been the past few weeks--are ultimately--non-examinables!! Meaning now I only have to tackle two modules for the next two weeks..and I have one week per mod! A humongous load off my shoulders, really. I really should plan to take as many non-examinables from now on sia.

Hm updates about what’s been happening! Apart from the billions of projects and rushed pockets of time spent painfully fighting sleep to study for tests…

There was Hall command on 3rd April, and this year it seems more emotional for me. I donno y. Just teared when I saw the vids and after, when I saw the seniors, like Wendy and lionel, cry.. They’ve been great people to know, and it seems so fast that they’re gonna go and most likely not ever meetup again.. I really hope I remember all the memories I have of everything I experience in hall, cos I really don’t wanna forget what I’ve experienced with the people I’ve met here, and it’ll seem like a dream that’s flashed past as they move on, and ultimately, when I move on too..Oh gosh. I sound like I’m the one graduating…

And then there was Cblock Command, which was a rush to prepare for, but the stress and subsequent panic with the technical problems were totally worth it. I think this year’s Block command was much better than last year’s! For me, at least. Cept for the time drag. I’m glad I managed to pick up the courage to say a few words to some seniors, unlike last year. More tears that night, and it lasted til 3am..

There was also Mindy’s and Cheryl’s 21st, and it just brought up the bday party woes for me and sis again! Mindy’s was nice and warm, and Cheryl’s, well. Hers I can safely say is like the ultimate party I’ve been to. Man. I guess everyone was just pretty awed when she got her bday car..plus the pretty dresses and makeup artists..lol! Damn fairytale. I think I’ll be glad enough if Ma just gives me a trinklet for my 21st, and that my makeup don’t run on my bday..haha.. Anyways, back to our bday woes, it is damn hard to settle on a place for a party la!! Me n sis totally donno wad to do. Still sourcing..Any help from anyone?? Our house, Chalets, Restaurants have been so far eliminated.
Actually, I admit I haven’t been much help in the sourcing for the party..I like it simple. But since I’m half a twin, I guess I shouldn’t be the evil half and not help plan for a party since our 21sts come once in a lifetime right..and since sis wants it so badly..

So I’m appealing for help if anyone has any ideas ya! :D Pls donate ideas!! :P sighs. Shall check out Chijmes or smth soon..

okayy. some pics here! haven't posted pics in a reawlly long while have I? :D
Enjoy!

XOXO

no time to update!

Sorry no time to update!! Only got time for parties and friggin' deadlines!! Everytime i type here i feel i must be typing my reports instead.. :S

P.S: Everyone check out iheartkr.blogspot.com in the meantime!! :D esp u guys who wanna enter KR! (:

the fake me

The real TY's in that kinderbueno choc egg

Fake TY, eat up that sweet, plastic exterior

and reveal that passionate, exciting surprise within

Quick, before that plastic chocolate melts

and sticks to the real ty inside forever...

Being mean.

Have u ever felt supremely bitchy in your life? Like when u're doing projects with your groupmates and they happen to be particularly slow one day and u start thinking "WTF is he/she thick or just plain stupid"; or when swear words swarm your head when u're rushing somewhere and some idiot is blocking the way; or when someone nearby is grinning like a fool because he/she is happy but because u're not u start thinking " WTH can he stop f***ing grinning like a nutcase, or u're gonna smash his teeth in"; and basically getting extremely cranky and fed up with the whole world?

I realise more often than not at least for these two weeks, the evil ty has been emerging alot; the redhot, sexy, proud but still supremely evil little devil Ty on the left, shooting down the pristinely white Ty angel on my right shoulder with a canon... so many times I've caught myself this week, shooting evil thoughts about the people around me.. I really really should curb these mean thoughts.. i mean, The thoughts maketh the person, right??

And the thing is, it is addictive, this evil-eye/mental arrows thing. It's like nicotine, at first it's not too bad but then it hooks onto the soul and then starts turning everything into ash. The evil thoughts just come automatically at every little thing now and soon i start finding I have to fight to see the bright side and to think the best of others.. Urgh. I'm just turning into a mean bean.
I'm getting disgusted with myself and that glass ball i'm trying to balance on a seesaw is gonna roll down one side and smash into smithereens very soon if i keep this up.

Maybe it's just these two days. Maybe it's just the lack of sleep and water and good food and mostly, home. Sometimes i feel like hibernating for a while at home. but then i'll find more reasons to complain. sheesh. dunno what i want. Maybe its just cos i'm not getting any replies from anything that's gonna get me overseas. And maybe it's the lack of solid plans that i've been groping for and trying to piece tog for the past months.

Maybe it's just me. I hope my Angel will be done with her holidays soon.

Killer week!

I'm finally allowing myself to blog..whews.

Just now I was sitting morosely at the HSS benches, watching the rain form tiny ripples in the puddles and eating my yogurt ice cream cos i was stuck without my umbrella. I'd just majorly embarrassed myself during presentation...yaaaaaaaaaaghhh. freakin' "BIMBO" etched on my forehead man. The million and one ways i could have resaid things are still flashing in my head.

I called sis, who was happily in fareast with the bf, and started ranting.. super killer weekend lar. Was so glad she just listened (despite the "huh, ya so bimbo man", like thanks for agreeing.-_-) ; at least i didn't have to end school alone today. Anyway then the rain stopped and i walked back to hall, and i thought, man, next sem she's like going to Texas and all, and it's gonna be so so bleak man. I really don't know how i'm gonna cope w sch alone. Plus the fact I'd keep wishing I was there too and the past 5years of desire to study overseas would be extremely overwhelming.. sighs. I SO hope the boredom of being in mundane ole spore won't kill me. I have a strong feeling it will.

Anyway, on a lighter note, Chanks is inviting us to his party this saturday! I think our class will turn up in the end, at least for novelty's sake. Life has been too boring. Not bad. I think he actually invited us after seeing the happening pictures on our facebooks from the past 4bdays, and probably felt leftout. haha! But actually he's been pretty haps also himself la. So many pictures with celebrities in so many haps events.

This friday i'm supp to go on a date with Tiff, whom I've not caught up with a long time..but then there is the STep Up2 movie at 6bucks from bizad which I wanan go to! but then daryl already says he can't go, and I haven't asked anyone yet, and i really don't wanna go alone. I think i shld ask ard soon. ANyone interested just tell me ok!! I can't watch with Tif cos she wants to watch w Ben, and I don't know if i shld call off the date just cos of this movie. ah. so much to plan for.

Unfortunately, I've been pretty caught up with the 2 reports and 2 presentations due this week. My sleep's been pretty screwed up, and i DON'T like it when my sleep's screwed up, so i've been pretty anti-social and cranky. Not helping that i'm in block comm and i'm supp to be smiley all the time. oh. and that's one more concern. sighs. the term's gonna be over soon and so much is not done. Plus peer review in hall's been out and. I think it's probably accurate.. 0(@_@)0 i duno wad to say. I just hope i take the chances given to perform, and i'd better take it soon.

Still, two's down as of today and I still have two major things to finish..shit. actually there's three. Indiv assignment which was supposedly due today and Bahasa Indo test tomo! Shucks mindy just came back and it's apparently not gonna be as easy as i thought. TGIO and formal dinner tonight in hall also! i hope i can squeeze in the time to finish and study. Wa hall super happening. don't be misled by the stressed-out me right now. hurhur.

shucks.

A huge ass dinner, Four back-to-back S41 parties, some booze, some dancing, Two rounds of biking around half of singapore, Touch rug supper, an overdose of afternoon naps, meetings meetings, meetings, and tons of work left. I'm so screwed.

Here's what was supp to be done(i.e what's left to do):
high Finance Quiz Qns
high APB India's Child labor report
high Retail ent Individual Case Assign!
high Bahasa essay
high Finance Stock presentation
med APB AFC ppt
med Finance Midterm!
low HRM indiv assign!
low HRM Q&A
low The Intelligent Investor book review
low Common stock & Uncommon profit book review
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Juno~

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

You are always trying to keep it real
Now I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why can't, you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you

Du du du du du du dudu Du du du du du du dudu Du du du du du du dudu du
I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else
But you~

the cheese on my macaroni

Caught Juno yesterday with Piongie (it's gonna turn into our weekly indulgence if we keep this up! *grins*); and it was such a beautiful movie! It was about this sixteen year old who got pregnant and made the decision to give her baby away to someone who needed it more; but mostly it was about how innocent yet not innocent we are at that age, and how love can be so uncomplicated and earnest, existing between two very different kids who love each other for being just that.

Ellen Page is just super witty, and the scriptwriter has such a knack for unique descriptions, it made the movie so hilarious ! "I'm a sacred vessel and all u have in you is taco bell" Anyway I learnt alot from the show. Juno's parents were so accepting and open-minded, and so full of love for the family in their little ways, and somehow I'd always wished my dad could be alittle like Juno's dad..

Anyways, i really recommend it! The songs in the show rock too anyway, not the typical kind of songs u'd find; the more hippie kinds, with meanings in the lyrics. I love! gonna get the DVD when it comes out! (:

"I just wanna know if two people could be in love with each other and stay together forever."

"Look, in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."

And I hope one day u see it yourself.

Oh no, Lydia Sum just passed away?? Sighs. How sad. She really was one of the more revered artistes in HK, and I really admired her too, cos she did prove that fat women could be successful! To Lydia Sum, who will be missed..