I know You sent angels, but..

You know how sometimes you put in everything into something and someone just tells you it's trash? That's probably one of the top 10 worst feelings in the world. Sometimes I really hate being in singapore because of the really ugly people who exist. I know it has nothing to do with Singapore alone because by right ugly people are found wherever you find humans. But right now I just wish I was away having a holiday or something, perhaps to where my Colombian friend says it's paradise where he is. Sighs. I have yet to met a Singaporean to say that abt our island..

It hasn't been a pleasant weekend. I would have enjoyed the lovely rain over the weekend except that work made me jumpy and wishing the rain away instead. And then I left my laptop in the cab though thank God it's found, and i've been snappy and upset that led to me being mean to the B.. And then having today's incident which is still ruthlessly attacking my tearducts everytime I think of it, and the worries for the next weekend..

Sighs. and everyone seems to be heading off to a lovely holiday somewhere pretty. It is getting a little late for me to find a travel partner or waiting for B's reply, if that even happens. I duno. life seems a little too much to bear at this moment and there are lots of "why me" and "how come" questions popping in my head which don't make things any better.

*sniff* Lord let some sunshine in soon aight? but thanks though, I did notice the angels you sent along the way..