雨过天晴！

Yes it truly feels like the clouds have moved away and i just threw a huge haversack off my back! I think even my colleague feels the change and i'm full of bounce today. :D

Things are settling better and seemingly more manageable for the SRM and it the slots are slowly coming through..I hope the lady with 10shops zidong come and find me after haggling for the minimum price without giving any confirmation! Grr. I don't neccessarily need you now, my hardwork has paid off, though i can't be too complacent. yet.

Still. Happy that things are moving along better, and hopefully the cheques will come in as well! :) As always, things can always be worse. haha my tagline recently.

Well of course, happiness stems not only from progress for the SRM, but from the heartstrings tied oh-so-far away too.. every obstacle we face just drives the fact that it matters that much to me, more starkly into my unconvincing brain. It's just impossible to not feel anything even with the distance. Theo, u're wrong, Brain, u were wrong too. Apparently the emotions seem all the more tangible because that's all we have right now.

And the fact that we are both affected the same way makes those feeling somehow more worthwhile? that it isn't one-sided and somewhere miles away, we were both hurt and then felt the pain lift away when the argument was solved.. If I am not wrong, someone reallyreally likes me as much as i want him; too bad we are miles apart.

haha cheesy i know.

kk gg to stop here cos i shluoldn't be blogging at work!Tata.