L where are u?

Sighs. Our song is playing on the radio right now. I'm worried. He hasn't replied my email for 2days now, really unlike him to take so long.. the thing about an LDR is that it is crazy hard to know how the other person is doing if he doesn't get back to you.. It's not like I knew him long enough to know his friends, family or anyone long-lasting enough to be mutual friends.. :(

It's like. I have 5 theories why he isn't replying..
1) Email didn't get thru (highly unlikely, it's gmail.)
2) He doesn't want to reply cos he has no answer to my question/succinct hint/tinge of irritation
3) He's cheating on me and decided to take advantage of the convenience of distance to dump me without any emotional baggage (nah. don't think so.)
4) Internet/phone broke down
5) Something bad has happened to him

And right now it's theory 5 that's bugging me to no end. I was a tinge bit frustrated about the distance (not literally) that has been growing cos of the lack of close communication (meaning msning and webcalls) during the holidays. So I sent him an email. Christmas and New year was really a long period! Plus, I didn't get to spend them with my special someone. (*whines*)

But now i'm feeling a tad regretful and guilty for even showing a hint of neediness, because if anything's happened to him, I don't want my last words to him to be "hey i need more attention" but more along the lines of "hey i'm here for you".

Sighhhhhs. I think I'm getting karma for being so needy in my first relationship, so now I'm being taught a lesson to not be so reliant.

God. I'm going crazy being worried right now. It's funny cos I'm feeling a different kind of tired now, 8months into this new r/s. It's like, being pulled back and forth missing-thinking of him, and then worried-thinking of the entire situation.

I know I know, I'm thinking too much. But what if something really happened to him!!? There is no way i will ever know of it!! sobs. omgomgomg. Okay i know i'm over-reacting and I shld go to sleep now..

gosh. I'm tired.