boredboredboredboredbored!!!

Yo.

Yes I know I haven't been updating..but the past two weeks, honestly there wasn't much about my life but work, home, and mini meet ups..It's the end of a week again; honestly time seems monotonous and fluid now, passing fast and becoming more and more mundane.. every weekend I literally grasp the roots of my hair and walk around the house going "damnboreddamnboreddamnbored" until my ma really gets it. and then I eat more, sleep more, and eat more again. GAH.

Seeing the recent block shoot pictures didn't help things..I'm glad an awesome girl took my place. But it seems I've been wiped out of their worlds; perhaps I wasn't a strong entity in the first place. sighs. it seems a faraway life time.

That urge to take flight beats so strongly right now, especially after seeing xun's pictures in France, those beautiful, snowy mountains and pretty churchy houses.. I'm missing out on all the snow winter around the world is offering! And then yesterday the Hope for Haiti all-star live on mtv and channels all around the world just really triggered another stirring in my heart. If i didn't have work commitments, I would do something to help. I mean, right now it's just donations of money and blood, but like if I could be there physically, i would.

Although, I know; Singapore's so far away and people here are too apathetic to care about Haiti anyway. Sighs. I know. I just feel very sad for all those poor people there and the crying babies with nothing to eat nor drink. If only Newater sent gallons of those tiny bottles of clean water our people scoff at over to Haiti, this world would be a tiny bit happier somewhere else.

Well despite all my ranting and the inner traveller in me clamoring to get out, I am still excited and of course nervous about my upcoming event. At least vendor requests are coming in (though not pouring in enthusiastically, but good enough i guess), and I'm seeing a more solid picture going to form and materialise (i hope!)! Good luck to meee!

Meanwhile, i think i should get my lazy ass off and figure a way to fit some exercise into my regime. I'm. getting. fat. literally! :( How am i gonna fit into those CNY dresses!! gahh. and I need to fill my schedule with more socialising and maybe, Korean classes? hehe. thinking of that. I'm going to be so shagged when March hits. Planplanplan in advance!

okie dokes. enough ranting. Wish I have pretty pictures to post but currently it's zilch with no camera nor a good bod to show off. haha! bleah hope things look cheerier come CNY! :)