The Stars'll Change..

Listening to Mich's blog's Alvin & e Chipmunks number now, and feeling a rush of positiveness and that maybe yes, i might've just been having a coupla bad days..I'll make a comeback this year 2008! it's only Jan, it's not too late to revive myself! Who says new years start positive all e time?

Honestly I haven't been any positive past these few weeks, I tried; went out and hung out and tried to smile and distract myself, even retail therapy doesn't work! :( awful sad. And that means its pretty bad. But I don't know the reason behind it and I just can't let myself keep rolling downhill!

Was talking to sis about plans for our 21st bday last night, and was feeling pretty hyped up and excited about the whole thing! Really, i think its fab we finally get to celebrate our birthdays like, officially together, finally! haha and it'll be our FIRST party! We've never had parties before, and we always wanted it so bad. We were thinking who we should invite, and well, it added up to almost a hundred and I was thinking we had to eliminate some groups of people, but heck, now that i've typed it out here, I can't eliminate anyone since if u read I must invite you, so if u're invited, u better come, or "i kill u!" haha.

Been catching Coffee Prince on Uchannel, and it's really so funny! I always wished i had such an animated character. It seems like Life always brings more adventures to those abundant with smiles and bounce, and that little slice of me tends, more often than not, to hide behind the bigger roles of practicality and propriety. Pretty irksome. I must resolute this year, to ignore those two Ps and give in to Boldness!

Hoping I can get thru to SEP; it's about almost everything I looked forward to in Uni! If the Big Man up there grants my prayer, my stars'll change this yr. If not, I'll have to change my stars myself! And so many things are gonna happen, that it's hard to imagine how it's gonna be.. Well, we shall just wait and see, shan't we?


Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong