FWOC whoosH!

FWOC is finally over!!! and boy was it a hell of a rollercoaster ride. Feeling pretty blown over by the fact that we'd done all that, and survived! though i think there's still some sleep-deprival post-symptoms..I haven't rested enough and School's starting!!! :(

Anyway, learnt so much about myself and got so much closer w my FWOCers.. I'm filled with so much gratitude to the Big Man above, for creating this part of my life--won't exchange nothing for the past 3months i've spent with my FWOCers, nor for the past week, despite the intense amount of pressure and activity we were involved in. It only made us stronger and more bonded, and it just feels superb when people say that this is one of the best FWOCs they've had so far..

Just for memory's sake, SLO second night i was lambasted in front of all the seniors..felt a sudden rush of heat, and was totally aware that i was buried leagues under piles of crap. Hm i guess this was the real kind of SLO treatment i was expecting from seniors..this year's was pretty mild..no harsh criticism or anything..well it was a good learning experience..that moment i just felt so incompetent and put down esp infront of ppl i never wanted to think so lowly of me. But then Ian apologised later and i accepted since there wasn't much i could do abt wad was said anyway, and I really felt i could have done a better job. Though he totally could have phrased it so much better..(x_x)

Dating game's also going on, and this year FWOCers are open to the floor for dating! i really hope someone gd does something..no one's making any moves on us yet..haha

Just celebrated Deb's bday, and ALL of us gathered in her room for a surprise..super successful! Ihope she's really really touched! cos i would def be..i love my FWOCers! i think we've really grown so close and its just great to have a new family that has gone thru thick n thin tog..well at least for 3mths..I miss every single min of FWOC..though i wun do it again..haah too bad for my bod!

Ventus, in my opinion ( and many others too) actually did e best this time out of all the OGs! ok lar, the rest were gd too, but as a FWOCer, i really really really am damn thankful the blockhead and e seniors supported me and Haox! We got the least problems cos they were always on time and did try to rahrah the freshies..and most imptly, they listened to instructions.. super glad its not ** or i'd really be screwed esp when left alone to man the OG..

Well, sch's gonna start, and studying and all..and i really gotta do smth abt my cap this sem.. reluctant to start studying again..its like i've not even spent my hols at all yet! hope this sem goes well though.

kays, i shall stop here..bday's coming soon! hopefully i'll do fine. feels weird i'm spending my bday w'out him this yr..will he even rmr..?