dear Diary,
things have been going rough for me, and stuffs been coming that make me cry. but i'm gonna pull through this. i will! this too will pass, right? i hope i made e right decisions, and that i will hold strong to my faiths. fwoc will be coming up, and i hope that takes things off my mind..i'm so glad cousins Jiangshu n weixiang are coming in!! hope they really get into KR, or at least be able to them more around campus..can't wait for my batch of guys to come in!! at least there'd be those i'm close with in all this shit too..haha! nolar, more like the comfort of knowing they're close by..
well, stuffs not ALL been bad..there was the seasports camp, which rocked my socks! really learnt what i wanted to learn, got to try out the different sports--at least 3 which i totally felt the thrill of, namely, windsurfing, wakeboarding and sailing! it was the ultimate coolness seriously..super happy! more things to tick off my list of things-i-must-do-in-my-life..hahaha it super kicked in the adrenaline and i wanna do them again!! i simply must, sometime.

And S41 met up! oh that was before SSC actually. hmm love my peeps to bits! took lotsa photos, and as usual, it was eat, chill, chat and stay over the time limit..haha quite heartwarming. the simple joy of catching up, basking in familiar, comfortable companionship really are one of the things i have come to cherish, and it truly is a blessing to have these peeps in my life!

Ma booked the tix to phantom too! was really touched by her gesture, esp when it was during e exams..anw, the show was awesome!! loved the songs and effects, and it was gd family time too! haven't done this in ages man, like, gg out as a whole sixsome and all..felt really gd! anyhoo, my favourite bits were the rowing through the underground lake, where the smoky dryice effect made the river really look real! like, you could see the "water" part when the phantom rowed through..superB! and my fav scene was where christine visited her father's grave too..i like the songs there best.. realise i have all the scores of PTO! with lyrics and all..so happy..been practicing like mad, just for fun (:

Well, thats been so far what i've been doing the past two wks, besides the continuous addiction of HOtman I and II on crunchyroll.com and just basically being a couch potato..heh. oh yes! visited cafe del mar with debs n sy too on tues nite. free tix for that night, but anway its quite unimpressive--ended up basking on the "bed" on the beach, chatting..act i fell aslp for 20mins if i'm not wrong? haha cos i was really exhausted. anw seriously. it was either the WRONG night or the beach cum clubbing concept just doesn't work out..cos the beds were damp and sandy, and the light of the dj didnt'really reach us, and there were like, nada people dancing at all! save the mat/minah couple grinding each other near the pool. so depressing! thank god i had gd company.. ok i'm gonna give it a chance since it was tuesday nite, and we went at 9pm..haha!

anyway, fwoc starts soon! like tml. hope my weekends don't get so burnt! or else i'll become lazy again and like type SUPER long entries like this only like every fortnight. To the Big man upstairs, I pray with all my heart and soul things turn out right! Or may i thank you in advance for your foresight, to let me go through this thicket of pain right now so i can embrace paradise beyond?? oh man i duno wad i'm saying anymore..