Yesterday the raintrees outside my flat bloomed luscious yellow buds..it was such a pretty sight! each entire tree was covered in pretty yellow bloomers..and they practically looked like two torches lining the road...
TOday the flowers were gone. Overnight the trees shed and the beauty was gone..How things change..it just struck a chord in me, u noe. when i saw the next day that the trees were plain and green again, as if they'd never bloomed.. e. just like my r/s..
things just changed and it's like such an uncomprehensible feeling..how i'd like to salvage it but it's something i can't change..we talked that night..and..i guess we reached a mutual understanding that the feeling's gone? i don't know. the r/s will continue..the effort will still be put in. but. (gawd. my MP3's playing zhi dao ni bu shi zhen de ai wo! how ironic huh.) i guess..things happen this way when a r/s sours..i'm glad we aren't at each other's throats or something..well i know i still like him..we just probably need something more.. it's hard to let go right now though..OMG.( The Hardest thing by 98 deg is on now..i love my ipod man.) sighx. It really IS the hardest thing.
live life n love life despite it's potholes~
TOday the flowers were gone. Overnight the trees shed and the beauty was gone..How things change..it just struck a chord in me, u noe. when i saw the next day that the trees were plain and green again, as if they'd never bloomed.. e. just like my r/s..
things just changed and it's like such an uncomprehensible feeling..how i'd like to salvage it but it's something i can't change..we talked that night..and..i guess we reached a mutual understanding that the feeling's gone? i don't know. the r/s will continue..the effort will still be put in. but. (gawd. my MP3's playing zhi dao ni bu shi zhen de ai wo! how ironic huh.) i guess..things happen this way when a r/s sours..i'm glad we aren't at each other's throats or something..well i know i still like him..we just probably need something more.. it's hard to let go right now though..OMG.( The Hardest thing by 98 deg is on now..i love my ipod man.) sighx. It really IS the hardest thing.
live life n love life despite it's potholes~
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